My Miss Conception of Ramadhan

dudes, stop smsing about fasting. it comes every year.

ramadhan is a sad month. why?

1. you spend more than you should, thus contributing waste.
2. Allah wants you to fast, but you spent time french kissing in the car
3. you should be slimmer, but you grew round-er
4. you should go to mosque, but always excuse yourself because of work.
5. you think more about what color will you wear for eid instead of reciting Qu'ran
   
6. this is the time to cleanse your soul, but always think about naughty stuff
7. and always thinking about your break fast meal
   

for the past few years, i cried while doing my terawih (sometimes, but often enough to noticed). the guy next to me must be thinking, what's with this kid? i cried because,

1. i wanted to be a better person but i didn't do anything about it.
2. ramadhan is gonna pass in 30 days, somehow 30 days is not enough.
3. my prayers were unheard, i must have been a bad muslim.
4. i bitch about unfairness and inequality but i failed to see the suffering of others.
5. and finally, i feel distant to God

i want to do my best this time. i think you should to. Selamat Menjalankan Ibadah di Bulan Puasa.

Korek Hidung Tak Batalkan Puasa!
tazQirah:because we need to be reminded - Thursday, 13 September 2007

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Bad News Come in Many Ways

my trip to umrah is officially off. nonetheless, i have booked another one right after eid mubarak.

with my pile load of work, im swimming with my own codes. boy i wish i could clone myself (but that would double the laziness)

Im Now Taking Order

This may sound cocky, but to whom that wishes to send prayers (while im in umrah), please leave in this comment box. If shy or anything, drop me a mail at edwinmasripan[at]gmail.com.

My prayers goes out to all the living creature who knows me (vice-versa),
"may You bless everything good to these people. and if You decide to place burdens upon their shoulders, lighten it by placing on me. Bless them with kindness, as they have been really kind to me. Bring them happiness as they have brought happiness to me. Worry them not, as they have worried so much for me. Forgive them for every sin theyve committed. Shower them with light on the path to righteousness. and if You decide not to grant any of my personal prayers, then please grant this one. Amin"

really cocky, but thats what i feel. thank you for being my friends. only God knows how much i value each and everyone of you.