My Miss Conception of Ramadhan

dudes, stop smsing about fasting. it comes every year.

ramadhan is a sad month. why?

1. you spend more than you should, thus contributing waste.
2. Allah wants you to fast, but you spent time french kissing in the car
3. you should be slimmer, but you grew round-er
4. you should go to mosque, but always excuse yourself because of work.
5. you think more about what color will you wear for eid instead of reciting Qu'ran
   
6. this is the time to cleanse your soul, but always think about naughty stuff
7. and always thinking about your break fast meal
   

for the past few years, i cried while doing my terawih (sometimes, but often enough to noticed). the guy next to me must be thinking, what's with this kid? i cried because,

1. i wanted to be a better person but i didn't do anything about it.
2. ramadhan is gonna pass in 30 days, somehow 30 days is not enough.
3. my prayers were unheard, i must have been a bad muslim.
4. i bitch about unfairness and inequality but i failed to see the suffering of others.
5. and finally, i feel distant to God

i want to do my best this time. i think you should to. Selamat Menjalankan Ibadah di Bulan Puasa.

Korek Hidung Tak Batalkan Puasa!
tazQirah:because we need to be reminded - Thursday, 13 September 2007

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