Broken Man

I want to scream, until no sound comes out and you've learned your lesson.

I wanna run, but only far enough to make you miss me.

I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate

I won't let you bring me down
It's here and now, I'm breaking out
I will learn to love again
But I will stand a broken man

this is a song by Boys Like Girls, Broken Man. For all those broken hearted, this is a tribute for you guys.

OpenSource CRM

what is a CRM? you can have a look here.

for the past 3 days, i went thru extensive measures to hand pick the best OpenSource CRM out there. there's about 20 'free' CRM listed. i installed and played with each and every one. and it all comes down to 3.

SugarCRM
the first CRM of its kind. fantastic interface and well designed. down side, very slow.

vTigerCRM
uses ajax technology (google-like). down side poor documentation.

PhpBMS
Ability to print PDF documents. down side poor management flow.

which is the best? i dare to be great, therefor i choose vTiger.

Congrats Yanie

Yanie has been my dear company over ym when im working late (sometimes to subuh!). this is an artwork i made for her. (you have no idea how i hate soft colors! tp siap gak la)

anyway, Congratulation Yanie, for surviving medical school. being a doctor mesti lagi susah dr blaja, lg byk responsibility. make sure tolong org yg tak mampu gi spital k!

Betrayal Hurts a Lifetime

Ya Allah,
Lindungi hatiku dari mempercayai teman yg mengkhianatiku
Jauhkan perasaan kasih dan sayang kpd teman yg tidak jujur dgnku

Kasihanilah Ya Allah,
Aku cuba menanggung apa yg Kau beri padaku,
Tapi tubuhku tak mampu menanggung kesedihan itu,
Sakitnya tidak terperi oleh kulitku

Ya Allah…
Hanya pada-Mu aku bergantung
Ampuni salah dan silapku

Life is Cruel, Deal With It!

Ive been meaning to write about this ages ago. Here goes, my all time favorite quote to cheer me up.

"verily, with every hardship, there is relief" - al-insyarah 6, yanie passed it to me. though its among my favourite ayat lazim, i never knew the meaning.

"life should be understood backwards and lived forward" - unknown. but i got this piece from nadia

"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity" - Albert Einstein. good enough to crack me up when im upset.

"At any rate, I am convinced that He [God] does not play dice." - Albert Einstein. when things go kabo00o0oo0oom.

"Life is a sexually transmitted disease." - R. D. Laing. hahahaha. i love this one.

Funny Update

Does he have insurance?
*horn*, tepi la dey~
no wonder minah rempit asses looked nice.
dont worry, this is part of the scene
i believe we have better reception up here

which way did he go?

lembu2 ku gagah berani
curi cable: dude, ade lg 2 gulung ko tinggal
the real takumi (initial D)
sotong2 bergelimpangan

OBW, a journey of friendship

Last weekend we revisited MCKK for OBW (old boys weekend)

Old Boys Weekend 2007

Friday

730 pm - pick up fqrl
815 pm - pick up fadli
845 pm - pick up izrin
915 pm - toll jln duta. (cant wait to arrive koleq)
945 pm - missed sg bulohs R&R, stopped at rawang. was equally good. teh-o for 70 cents?? we needed supplies, water and supplement (asam pikin) since we're goin all out singing
1200 am - out of breath, we arrived mckk. a lot of things have changed (obviously!)

Saturday
100 am - eat at train station. marvelous mee goreng basah. they also had roti canai telor penyu? which was odd enough
200 am - time to sleep big day tomorrow (or today)
745 am - woke up, everyone is still sleeping, tido blk la...
1000 am - bfast at kaw kee, well known for pau and mee goreng basah. pau was as good as back then, the latter, toksah cite la ek.
1100 am - journey to sayong on sampan. the boat driver (whatever~) suggest we hike and see how labu sayong was made. it was fantastic. we learned a lot. also got ourselves some gifts. i got labu for myself.
100 pm - heading back to kuale. took pictures with lembu before that.
130 pm - lunch at yl, man it was full, moved to saudah and tasted awful. i guess we did acquire higher taste.
230 pm - back in koleq. we wanted to swim, but it rained.
345 pm - gears up, i went to play rugby for above 35 vs under 15.
600 pm - we won, i made 2 tries. both from running from a distance. i wanted a picture of myself struggling with kids 1/2 my age. but instead fadli took a picture of a cow being brought down by 5 kids.
645 pm - shower time!
900 pm - dinner. crappy like always. some things never change.
930 pm - concert. sounds crappy. left after the 3rd performance.
945 pm - in kuala kangsar making our tour
1100 pm - eat. food and service like crap. head back koleq.

Sunday
100 am - most of us are flat. me, special case. i can only sleep at 3 in koleq. its just a habit.
300 am - the cow goes to sleep. finally.
645 am - subuh babe.. then tido balik
900 am - after being forced to wake up, i woke up.
930 am - had bfast at yl. egg on toast and kopi ais. yummy.
1000 am - watched present vs old boys. old boys won, 34 -0 i think(?) in my day, we only lost twice, vs vajiravudh (in thailand) and final premier. both lost was inevitable, our lineups was unfit/ injured.
1115 am - moh laa ke lemboh, minom cendoi. we did have our cendoi. yum too
100 pm - head back to kl.
530 pm - welcome back to reality.