Preparation for OBW

3 best-est bud will be riding with me back to our beloved 3rd hometown (after rumah sendiri & kg), Kuala Kangsar. we have agreed to sing along all the way back. other than singing lagu cheering koleq and lagu patriotik, ive decided to compile 2 CDs. 1st consist of rock kapak. 2nd koleq life (English) songs.

Rock Kapak Playlist Lefthanded - Tiada lg Kidungmu XPDC - Aku Masih Di sini Search - Tiada Lagi Black Dog Bone - Khayalan Carefree - Belaian Jiwa May - Cintamu Mekar di Hati Teachers Pet - Warisan Wanita KRU - Apa Saja Manbai - Ilhamku	English Koleq Life Playlist MLTR - 25 minutes Britney - From the Bottom Butterfingers - Girl Friday Westlife - Flying Without Wings Vertical Horizon - Best I Had Matchbox 20 - Push Bonjovi - Thank You Creed - Higher BSB - ??
subject to approval . izrin, fAdLi, fQrL please gimme some input.

i want to play rugby that weekend, Above 35 vs U15. (lets be real, no 35 year old can catch 15 year old). i hope they havent formed a team yet.

Food - this is among the reason we missed kuale.
Friday night - dinner at karok or mane2 yg bukak
Sat Morn - YL
Sat Afternoon - Kawkee
Sat Night - Koleq
Sat Night - minum2, somewhere la. mesti kene tarik jr 2-3 ekor
Sun Morning - saudah
Sun Afternoon - cendol & mee rebus

TazQirah.com (New Site)

Ok, i know what youre thinking. I have nothing better to do. (yeah right, if you know whats pilling me..hmm just like any other work. makin bertimbum). anyway, i started a new site, tazqirah.com.

well, this site focuses on all aspect of religion. the intended audience are teens and young-professional-busy-adults. contents are edited to give you a mild feel of religion. its quite typical to find an Islamic web filled/ flooded with information that sometimes you doubt the authenticity, origin, and sometimes can be too much to digest. this drives people away especially a mild reader like myself. tazqirah.com is different. i personally went through the details, did my research, google-ing here there, cut & paste and writeup to give you a light-contentful-original article. my reference are Quran, Hadiths, Sunnahs and muslim scholars' article. if you like the idea, help me contribute articles. or least spread the words around.

tazQirah.com : because we need to be reminded!

1st of April and Im Still a Fool

2001, i confessed to a girl. she has eyes that could take all my air supply and she was still on braces ;) nevertheless, every thought of her, would drive me up the wall, hence a FOOL. (i still feel the same way)

2002, we became one. it was the happiest day in my life. every single victory is incomparable to what i achieved that day. be it sports, academic, life or anything. and im still a FOOL, because up to this day, i could never top that up.

2003, was our first anniversary. we had our fight and we yelled. i was a FOOL to do such things to my better-beloved-half.

2004, second anniversary. i poured my love enough to cover every single tarmac on this planet. i could never love anyone more than this. and i was a FOOL to love a girl more than my mom.

2005, 6 months since we broke up. i was upset, i blew all my savings (for our marriage, >RM20k) on alcohol. i was a party animal. i lost myself completely. i lost faith in God. and i thought God has forsaken me. i was a FOOL.

2006, i had a girl friend. her dad hated me, probably racial hatred. i was a little happier. but i was a FOOL, to think a gf (now an ex) could replace what ive lost.

2007, 2 years and a half past since the saddest day in my life. i am a FOOL to know shes out there happily living her life, while i kept reminiscing about the past. at least i know, He heard & granted my solely prayer for her to be happy (with or without me). she deserted and totally cut me off her life. has she forgotten that i taught her how wonderful chicken, chocolate etc tastes like? forgotten that her trademark smile was actually mine? forgotten that i brought her the finest foods during her panic-attack-no-appetite-exam-week so she would eat? forgotten i did her homework and scored A's? forgotten she asked (and i gave) 6 packs for her birthday? i guess she did.

no matter what i become in the future, please remember dear, i will continue living, only because i want to see you happy until the moment you completely shut your eyes. and for you, id be a FOOL anytime and anywhere. and for all the things ive done, im sorry. i was a FOOL, always will be. (and this is no April Fool post)

verily, with the hardship, there is relief. as-Shrah:6

Genifer Healthier Than a Horse

If we succeeded we would become arrogant, and start looking down on others.

i could never find a better phrase to describe success. (personally, i think its just an excuse to fail, hahaha.. nak -ve nye pasal). come on, even if you failed, you at least you learned something right? but it still doesn't change the fact that you failed. try and fail, then fail to try.

on different note, genifer is finally out of the workshop. she walloped 3.3k. my highest gratitude to a good friend of mine who bailed me out of this. geni now is in the "point and squeeze" mode. she's faster, quicker, louder and meaner than before. downside, i could never handle the torque-steer she gave me. she twitches a lot when i give that extra umph in corners. i guess that'll fade away once the new set of tire is worn out bit. nevertheless, im happy by the way she reacts.

a friend of mine asked, "why do you love your car so much?". "i love anything that takes me to my 'destination' "

Broken Heart and Conrods

this is how a broken conrod looks like. the block is dented, i need to re-bore 4mm or 8mm. new set of pistons, conrods etc. theoretically itll improve my overall performance. im just hoping Geni gets well sooner.

Genifer in Sickbay

i never thought i have to witness this scene again. Genifer being towed. well, my mechanic told me that i broke the conrod, aci engkol, bearings, pistons, spark plugs, header, possible tranmission gear and body throttle. and i have to overhaul on top of that. maximum cost is about 2.7k, thats the price i have to pay for being so clever to redah air. darn..

New Blog

yes im not religious. you dont have to remind me.

http://tazqirah.blogspot.com

a compilation of reminders, for myself and yourselves.

because we all forgot our mission.